Showing posts with label Ellis Amburn. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Ellis Amburn. Show all posts

Friday, February 1, 2019

Maggie


I ran into Maggie on 43rd Street today.
We were both headed down the same
hot endless sidewalk that seems to be everywhere
in Gainesville this time of year.
White cotton clouds drifted above
as the sun cooked everything below.
“Hey Jason,” She said with a smile. “Long time no see.”
“For sure,” I replied.
I watched her smile fade and her eyes grow a little more serious.
“I’m sorry about Ellis. I know you two were close.”
Ellis Amburn’s smiling face raced through my mind. “Yeah, I’ll miss him.”
“His stories of the times he spent with Jack Kerouac, Allen Ginsberg,
Susan Sontag, Anais Nin, Edie Sedgwick,
and so many more were incredible to hear.”
“I bet,” Maggie said.
“Most of all I’ll miss his friendship.”
“I know you will.”
We began to walk.
She glanced at my journal.
It was cradled in my left hand.
With each step it swung like a pendulum by my side.
“What have you been working on recently?” she said.
“I’m trying to put something together about the past.”
Her brow lifted. “Your past?”
“Like a poem or something?” her eyes now widened.
I sighed. “Yeah something like that.”
Maggie smiled. “I’ve always liked the way you see the world.”
“Through the eyes of a poet I guess?” I said.
“Jason you’re more than a poet. I’ve never liked the title poet for you anyways.
You’re more in the thick of it.
You give us the scraped knees and blackened eyes of the world.”
I chuckled a little. “So true my friend.”
Maggie stopped and turned toward me. “Remember Bob?”
“Irish Bob?” I said. “How could I forget?”
“What was wrong with that guy?” Maggie laughed.
“What was right with him? Is the better question,” I said.
“Remember the stories of Bob shooting rats
with his pistol behind the pub downtown?” Maggie said.
“I remember. I’ve heard the stories of Irish Bob
and seen the stories in real time,” I said.
“Being a Seal in Vietnam kinda made Bob a little off.
But hey, a little off isn’t all bad.”
“Remember that time the two brothers and you
got their jeep stuck on the train tracks?”
“Yeah Maggie Girl, I remember. It was freezing that night.
We slept by the tracks till morning. It was miserable.
I woke up and walked to
a friend’s house to get help to push us off
before the 8 am train came through.”
Maggie glanced my way. “Yeah, that would’ve been bad.”
“Remember that late seventy’s Vega
With a 350 motor stuffed inside?” she said.
“I remember that beast. At 110 mph the car felt like
it was floating. It had no seatbelts but that
didn’t matter much at those speeds.”
We walked a bit more. The humidity turned the air into a blanket of moist hell.
Cicadas called loudly all around us like an insect orchestra begging for rain.  
Maggie pulled out her phone and checked the temperature, “97 degrees so far.”
Putting her phone away she asked, “Remember when you were grazed by a bullet?”
“I do. It went right across my left hip. A little trickle of blood stained my shirt.”
Maggie slid a cigarette from her pack.
She flamed its end.
“Jason, you remember the Gainesville Mall?
That was the first place I saw an escalator.
I would always jump onto the first step and off the last.
I was sure that thing would suck me under.”
“That’s funny. I thought the same thing.”
Maggie’s voice climbed in volume as she reminisced some more.
“It seemed every time we went to the mall
there were rumors that Tom Petty
had been seen walking around the same hallways that day.”
I laughed, “Yeah, I remember.”
“Remember all the good times at The Jonesville Ramp?
I can’t believe it was in your back yard.”
“Believe it, Maggie Girl. I rode with the best back then.
They were real pioneers in the world of skateboarding.
Mike Frazier, Sam and Donny Myhre, Monty Nolder, Billy Rohan,
Buck Smith, Chris Baucom, and many more,” I said thinking of all the folks I’ve
skated with over the last thirty something years.”
“Jason, wasn’t a movie filmed there that had Tony Hawk in it?”
“Yes, it was. Mike Frazier’s part in Powell Peralta Eight
was filmed at my home on the Jonesville Ramp.
Tony Hawk also has a part later in the film.”
We approached Archer Road.
Maggie pulled hard on her smoke.
Its end glowed bright even in the sunlight of midday.
She exhaled, “Remember the Hang On Sloopy guy?”
“I do. Bobby Peterson. He played with The McCoys.”
“That song was their big hit in the 1960s,” I said.
She punched out her cigarette then placed its butt
in her back pocket.
She then turned toward
me wearing a half smile, “I hate litter.”
“Me too, Maggie girl.”
We walked a few more blocks. Maggie was quiet for a bit.
Then spoke as we were almost at the intersection, “Remember Harry Crews?”
“Yes, my friend. I’ll never forget that day!”
We came to the end of the sidewalk. 
“This is my stop,” I said.
“I’ve got to pick up my truck from the mechanic.”
“Yeah, I’ve got to get back to work.” She smiled.
“Take care of yourself, Maggie.”
“You do the same.”
She turned and walked off into the blazing afternoon.

Saturday, May 11, 2013

His Night In London With Anais Nin


“It’s always nice to wake up and see a photo of Anais Nin... It goes well with coffee.” I wrote this to my good friend Ellis Amburn after he posted a photo of her on my timeline in the wee hours of the morning. If you’re a writer you know these hours well…

 

Ironically, I’d just finished reading, Under A Glass Bell by Anais the previous day... I've been reading a lot of Nin’s work lately... So I found it interesting that Ellis sent me a photo of her… 

 

Ellis is a great writer and is among good company as a writer of Florida. Folks like Janis Owens, Ernest Hemingway, Harry Crews, Marjory Kinnon Rawlings, and Donn Pearce to name a few… A group used to pouring out every ounce of energy through the scratch of a pen, all while blanketed by the thick humidity of the day falling into night.

 

Along with being a writer, Ellis was Jack Kerouac’s editor… He has had many encounters with Hollywood types and other famous writers. So, naturally when we have lunch together or talk on the phone my eyes are wide and my mind eagerly awaits stories from his past. People he has run across in his lifetime,  like my first crush as a kid, Kim Novack. It was a surreal moment to be talking to him about her. Shelley Winters, May West, and of course Anais Nin were also topics of conversation…

  

So, I thought it would be fun to ask Ellis questions about a dinner he once had with Anais for my blog… Cool stuff, like did she still have an accent when she talked? Or did she wear perfume? Was it the kind a poet like her would wear?  Did her eyes pin him with a gaze that made him forget all about his dinner?

 

Ellis, being gracious as he always is, took the time to tell the tale of his time with Anais once again for my blog. He is a true wealth of knowledge and life experiences few only dream of… 

 

Here is his night in London with Anais Nin

 

Hi, Jason. Here goes: Anais Nin was as gentle and beguiling as a butterfly, enhancing and endorsing rather than challenging. I could see at once, when she greeted me at the door of her London townhouse, why men like Henry Miller had fallen in love with her. Without smiling, she had an expression that took you into account as a human being and specifically as a man, making you feel not only accepted but original and . . . tall. Her voice was soft, matter-of-fact yet friendly, her touch firm, letting you know she was yours for a moment. I don't recall any perfume other than the metaphoric one--congeniality--surrounding her and the subdued, elegant party she was hosting. And hosting well: She introduced me to two of her guests I would never forget. Young Christopher Reeve, who was in London shooting "Superman" but loved talking literature, and Luise Rainer, who had won two best-actress Oscars but wanted to discuss (and evoke) the horror of Kent State, which had just happened. "Oh, you poor, poor thing," she said, oozing geuine compassion, when I told her I was an American. What a contrast between the two women--Luise, as intense as she'd been in her famous phone scene in "The Great Ziegfeld" when she said, "Oh, Flo," and Anais, exuding serenity. Both lovely in radically different ways. That's for your blog, my friend, and have a wonderful day.